html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd"> ~*F@c!nG tHe WoRLd 0f Re@L!tY*~: May 2006

Thursday, May 11, 2006

total miserable....

i hv no more words 2 sae..my lyf now is totally shattered..kate pepatah melayu: bagaikan hati retak seribu..i've lost evriting again..no more smile..no more jokes..n no more frenz..i'm all alone again..it feels lyk it's beter 4 me 2 b in my own world..a world whereby full of darkness n glum..it hapen again n again in my lyf..y must dis hapen 2 me? truthfuly i hate 2 b wat i am..y must i break their heart..their trust..n de frenships dat we juz build? y am i so cruel 2 dem? how long can i b dis way? 4EVA??? it's tru..dis is de most cruel prsn dat u hv eva met..i deserve it 2 b hate by ppl around me..

Monday, May 08, 2006

2dae..
nuting much..juz a bit of teachin lesons here n der..start de claz @ 11..wow..new semester..new tymin n can go back erly evryday..YAAAAAYYYY!!!!! bt nd 2 remind myself 2..loads of work nd 2 b submitted..from my religious projects 2 attachment report..haiz..here it cums again..dese tings r waitin 4 me 2 b done..oooh ya..4gt 2 tel u guyz..now my claz no longer called "S.E"..but 2 b called as "S.O"..or mayb "asshole"..hahahahaha..

saturdae..
wen out wif my mum 2 sheng siong @ wdlands (besyd de old custom checkpoint)..since der was an elction tingy..spent lots of kitchen stuffs n sum of my own stuffs 2..bot my new sandals n cheap(skate)..but worth it la..haiz..so tiring..wen back n out again 2 my 1st sis hse..juz wen der otw 2 mosque 2 listen 2 syarahan @ aL-Khair in CCK..miz my nephews n niece..whole dae of outing..so damn tired n sleepy..hahahaha........

fridae..
wen out wif azman 2 accompany him 2 dis interview job 4 only 1 dae (Vesak Dae)..both of us wen 2 mediacorp 2 take my $50 voucher..once i open up de envelope..i found NOT 1..but 2 $50 VOUCHERS..in total: $100!!!!! WEEEEEEEEE....n dat voucher i received was from m1..i duno wat 2 do wif it..mayb i ask azman 2 help me..aft dat..we proceed 2 eunos intchnge 2 mit his fren..gt 2 noe her 2..her name's ain..she's very chatty but nice prsn..2geder wif dem, dey ask me 2 join along 4 de interview..n it's actuli abt donation..dey nd 50 ppl (both students n adults) 2 involve in dis ting..it's @ muhammadiyah..so de 3 of us wen 4 it..n nd 2 bring de tins back hm..haiz..i tot nd 2 b reported der on de spot..nvm la..stil i nd 2 do amal jariah..gd 4 me..hehehehehe..den wen back hm..btw i wen out wif dem aft skul..

oooh ya..de previous post i deleted sum of de words dat cant b read..hehe..sori guyz..

Thursday, May 04, 2006

hErE'$ ! @m....b@cK 2 BLogg!nG woRLd!!!

whoa ppl out der..it's bin a veri long tym i neva blog..damn..wat a big change 4 me n a big change in my lyf..wel aft de breaking off tingy..new tings hapens 2 me..met lots of ppl out der waitin 4 me 2 gt myself mingle arnd..hahahaha..esp wif my band ppl..i luv dem so much..dey r my heart n soul of frenships..wat wil i b if i dun gt a chance 2 mit 2 noe dem beter..hmmmm..nw my lyf has bin more livelier dan eva b4..wel der's sum1 encourages me 2 do tings 4 de beter..nd 2 improve on my music theory..lots of it i nd 2 learn n 2 noe..hmm..i'm luking 4wrd 4 nxt band prac..