~@happily ever after@~

even tho it's wkend..but i'm so tired of going out 2 enjoy de day n nyt out..but 4 2day..i wen 2 plces..but it takes a while wen i'm out ther..1st of all: wen back 2 my sec skool, havin band prac wif de Dunearn band..well..consider my 2nd n my last prac b4 de cncrt..de actual cncrt is on 14th July..dat's nxt wk!! OMG!!!!!! i juz practice a few pieces onli..but hopefuly i can manage it well..n not 4getting..i miz my juniors as well..hmm shld giv'em a treat 1 day..it's a promise.. :)

2ndly: aft band prac..met wif my guy fren 2 pass de tix..den stret away go hm 4 a while 2 change my other outfit..IT'S MY OLD SKOOLMATE'S ENGAGEMENT DAY!!!! so glad dat she's inviting me..juz wondering how nice 2 get engage @ dis tym of age..hahaha..mayb i got jealous 2 see it..well..not my tym yet..2 her: i wish long live till jinjang pelamin..hehehe..so wat i can do now is to share my hapiness :)

PLEASE STOP ACCUSING ME FOR NO REASON..DUN LET ME HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Juz recently I’ve a fight wif my mum..i juz hate her n accusing me for nuting..i knew myself well..cuz lately I’ve been cmg hm late @ nyt..i juz dun understand y n wat mor does she wan me 2 do??? Most of de tym if I stay out late..i wil call her up wifout fail..but @ de same I’ll be telling where m i? juz only dis wk..both of us r making attitude twrds each other..n especially on wed..juz happen recently..i came back hm a bit late..n @ dat tym I reach hm nearly 2 8..mostly arnd 7 plus I’ve reach hm..but bcuz due 2 my bill dat I wana pay up..i didn’t noe dat de queue was long..it’s not dat very but juz de nrml long..n dat makes held up juz bcuz of de Q..n it happen 2 b aft work..cuz usualy aft work..i rushed dwn 2 SingPost n make my payment ther..aft completing evryting dat I’ve settled..stret away I wen hm..den I realised dat my hse gate has shut wifout let it open..den I wnder if mum’s not hm..since I’ve no hse key..no choice but 2 stay outsyd of my hse 4 mmnt..n @ last I’ve got in @ 8.40p.m..juz imagine dat????? I was totally MAD @ my mum..i’ve said nuting..but my actions told evryting..n she told me dis: NEXT TYM DER’S NO NEED 4 U 2 CUM BACK!!! N wen I heard she said dat..i juz feel lyk scolding her..it’s useless 4 me 2 xplain 2 her..n NOW she’s accusing me 4 nuting..she knew nuting wat de hell I’m doin out ther..didn’t gime any chance 2 xplain..stret away jump 2 de conclusion..i juz throw watever dat is in front of me..i even throw de bill on de table..i cldn’t care less if she wana luk @ it..as long as I’ve done my part n dat’s it..cuz it’s my responsibilities 2 clear up wat’s not done.. N dis mrng happens: I’m out 2 office a bit late 2day..due 2 I overslept..so I wen out @ 8.25a.m..den I do xtra work..dat is 2 clear up laundry: wash n hang..wen evryting’s clear..it’s tym 4 me 2 go..but b4 dat..as per usual I kiss my mum’s hand..no mttr how hate I m wif my mum..but I stil respect her..as I was abt 2 leave, she said dis: U’VE CHANGE UR JOB RYT?? DUN LIE 2 ME..CUZ I NOE..IT’S INSYD MY POCKET..i was soooo frustrated, I said dis: SINCE WEN I’VE CHANGED MY JOB?? DUN U ACCUSE ME 4 SAYING IT..U DUN EVEN SEE WAT I’M DOIN EVEN THO U JUZ GOT 2 NOE DAT I’M LUKING 4 JOB..in de end I juz leave de hse wifout even turning back..i’m soo upset wif her..kip accusing me wifout any prove..but wat makes me wonder all de tym..wen can I hv a gd conversation?? Juz lyk de rest of mothers n daughters out ther..i oso wan 2 hv a gd relationship bonding..but it juz seem 2 b can’t..i’m a failure of bcmg a gd daughter..doesn’t she realy wana gime a 2nd chance?? I’m totally upset :’(