confusion plus disappointed n been PUNKED!!!!!
last wed..
i wen out wif "J"..in de 1st plc i gt myself so shocked n didn now dat dese tings wld hapen 2 me..here's de story gos lyk..las wk i came baq frm skul arnd 5.30pm..wen i've reach hm..i receive a call..it was frm HIM..i was a bit surprise by it..so picked up his call..in de end..i gt 2 acompany him 2 NOKIA srvc ctr @ causeway point..ape taknye..he's reason was not only 2 acompany him..but "it's bin a long tym since we've nvr met n i miz u"..huh????? wat's dis supose 2 be mean?? haven't he now till now dat i've oredi had sm1?? wel..he's juz bin wanting me 2 change juz bcuz i've attitude probs 2wrds him b4 previously..duh..i dun giv a damn..
reachin @ causeway..
we wen stret 2 de srvc ctr 2 take de "Q" no. n while waiting..we take turns 2 "visit" de toilets juz 2 do our own "biznez"..wen both of us r ready..we stil waitin 4 de "Q"..while waitin..we juz chat among ourselves..n during dat incident..all of a sudden..he pull my hand n hug me..wat i can tink of @ dat tym was "Does he noe dat oredi atached 2 sm1??"..i try my veri best 2 avoid his actions but de mor i gt far away frm him..de nearer he gt 2 me..i was 2 scared 2 ncounter all dese agn..i myt fall in2 his trap agn..@ de same tym..i kip tinking abt my deary huby.."J" do dat thruout de way..n he even DARE 2 kiss me on my forehead (plus my cheeks n lips) n my hair..isnt dat TOOOO MUCH?? YES IT IS!!!!! all tink was 2 avoid him all de way thru..bt cldn't..wat r dese supose 2 b mean?? hoping me 2 get back 2 him?? juz let de nature takes it's cause..i dowana predict anyting..i had enuf of all dese..
baq hm
he sent me hm..bt b4 dat..we drop by mac near my area (bukit batok west) 2 hv our lyt dinner..n guess wat?? he trit me n @ las..so watever i ask 4 by using his $$..ahakz..i'm so glad man..once we've had our dinner..tym 4 me 2 return baq hm..n ONCE AGN..he KISSED me..OMG!!! i didn xpect tings 2 hapen jz lyk dat..i'm gting myself so weried as i'm stil tinking abt my deary huby..2 clear all my doubts..i called my huby up..i told him evryting..he seems 2 b so disapointed aft i've told him..bt @ de same tym..i ask 4 4givnes..n evryting seems 2 b baq 2 norm..miz u so much huby :)
next day
i send msgs 2 "J" juz 2 tel him dat it's bttr of we trit each other juz frens..n wen he gt 2 now dat me n my huby gt in2 relationship..wah!!!!!! melenting smcm..he gime a call n he scold me (plus he pulling myself down) juz 2 hurt my feelings by saying all dat..i juz ignore watever he says..@ dat point of period..i duno y i'm so sensitive..he juz put down de fone lyk dat n me: THROWING my fone away n gt scratched..i juz reali hate de way he trit me..few mins ltr..he called me agn (ard 4 tyms) n i kip on rejecting his calls..in de end..he msg me dis: "dun weri k? i wont scold u..promise.."..n dun even bother abt his msg..lasly i switched my hp 2 silent mode (w/o vibration)..while i was out n otw baq hm..he called me agn (w/o fail)..n dis tym rnd..i've no choicce bt 2 pick it up..N GUESS WAT PPL??!! he's juz trying 2 test my PATIENCE..ISN'T DIS REDICULOUS?? wth..wat's mor..he said dat he knew i've relationship wif my huby..seriously i'm in no mood n my response was juz humming all de way..i was totaly PUNKED by idiotic "J"..wel now..wat i cn juz do is 2 avoid him all de way..i dun even wana mit him..i'm juz tooo scared dat i myt fall in2 his trap agn..may ALLAH hears my pray n gt away frm him (of possible)..wel dats it folks..hope it wont hapen agn..
i wen out wif "J"..in de 1st plc i gt myself so shocked n didn now dat dese tings wld hapen 2 me..here's de story gos lyk..las wk i came baq frm skul arnd 5.30pm..wen i've reach hm..i receive a call..it was frm HIM..i was a bit surprise by it..so picked up his call..in de end..i gt 2 acompany him 2 NOKIA srvc ctr @ causeway point..ape taknye..he's reason was not only 2 acompany him..but "it's bin a long tym since we've nvr met n i miz u"..huh????? wat's dis supose 2 be mean?? haven't he now till now dat i've oredi had sm1?? wel..he's juz bin wanting me 2 change juz bcuz i've attitude probs 2wrds him b4 previously..duh..i dun giv a damn..
reachin @ causeway..
we wen stret 2 de srvc ctr 2 take de "Q" no. n while waiting..we take turns 2 "visit" de toilets juz 2 do our own "biznez"..wen both of us r ready..we stil waitin 4 de "Q"..while waitin..we juz chat among ourselves..n during dat incident..all of a sudden..he pull my hand n hug me..wat i can tink of @ dat tym was "Does he noe dat oredi atached 2 sm1??"..i try my veri best 2 avoid his actions but de mor i gt far away frm him..de nearer he gt 2 me..i was 2 scared 2 ncounter all dese agn..i myt fall in2 his trap agn..@ de same tym..i kip tinking abt my deary huby.."J" do dat thruout de way..n he even DARE 2 kiss me on my forehead (plus my cheeks n lips) n my hair..isnt dat TOOOO MUCH?? YES IT IS!!!!! all tink was 2 avoid him all de way thru..bt cldn't..wat r dese supose 2 b mean?? hoping me 2 get back 2 him?? juz let de nature takes it's cause..i dowana predict anyting..i had enuf of all dese..
baq hm
he sent me hm..bt b4 dat..we drop by mac near my area (bukit batok west) 2 hv our lyt dinner..n guess wat?? he trit me n @ las..so watever i ask 4 by using his $$..ahakz..i'm so glad man..once we've had our dinner..tym 4 me 2 return baq hm..n ONCE AGN..he KISSED me..OMG!!! i didn xpect tings 2 hapen jz lyk dat..i'm gting myself so weried as i'm stil tinking abt my deary huby..2 clear all my doubts..i called my huby up..i told him evryting..he seems 2 b so disapointed aft i've told him..bt @ de same tym..i ask 4 4givnes..n evryting seems 2 b baq 2 norm..miz u so much huby :)
next day
i send msgs 2 "J" juz 2 tel him dat it's bttr of we trit each other juz frens..n wen he gt 2 now dat me n my huby gt in2 relationship..wah!!!!!! melenting smcm..he gime a call n he scold me (plus he pulling myself down) juz 2 hurt my feelings by saying all dat..i juz ignore watever he says..@ dat point of period..i duno y i'm so sensitive..he juz put down de fone lyk dat n me: THROWING my fone away n gt scratched..i juz reali hate de way he trit me..few mins ltr..he called me agn (ard 4 tyms) n i kip on rejecting his calls..in de end..he msg me dis: "dun weri k? i wont scold u..promise.."..n dun even bother abt his msg..lasly i switched my hp 2 silent mode (w/o vibration)..while i was out n otw baq hm..he called me agn (w/o fail)..n dis tym rnd..i've no choicce bt 2 pick it up..N GUESS WAT PPL??!! he's juz trying 2 test my PATIENCE..ISN'T DIS REDICULOUS?? wth..wat's mor..he said dat he knew i've relationship wif my huby..seriously i'm in no mood n my response was juz humming all de way..i was totaly PUNKED by idiotic "J"..wel now..wat i cn juz do is 2 avoid him all de way..i dun even wana mit him..i'm juz tooo scared dat i myt fall in2 his trap agn..may ALLAH hears my pray n gt away frm him (of possible)..wel dats it folks..hope it wont hapen agn..
posted by ~@NuR_FaRrA@~ at 11:41 PM
